Since I was a little girl I have always pushed myself to be something or someone bigger than I would be capable of in that moment. Sometimes it was a good thing, realizing I had more strength and power than I even knew. Then there were times where it only pushed me even farther behind because I realized I was not going to be capable and it only depressed me. I grew up overseas where ballet was pretty much non-existent. It did exist in movies and the internet just something I was never able to touch or become a part of.
When I finally came back two years ago for college I looked into many dance studios that offered ballet however non for 18 year olds, It broke my heart, however there just were no other options, When in the last year of my Associates I had the opportunity to have personal electives added. I was beyond overjoyed at the thought of having ballet be one of those.
I have chosen to take ballet this semester because it has been a long dream of mine to be a ballerina. I want to understand what it takes the good and the hard, If I could choose I would be enrolled in a dance school and just work on that and only that every day instead of what I do now. I hope to learn the techniques of ballet as well as the ups and the downs that people in this world have to deal with.
I want it to be something that I grasp the understanding so much that even after the class is over with that I can continue. I do hope to continue classes and levels and one day be able to put on pointe shoes and look beautiful, I also definitely hope to gain strength in my knees and ankles, soccer has ruined those for me. I want to be able to do the splits by the end of the course and be able to balance myself and stand strong.
I am not sure if these are high expectations I have of myself or the class, more just looking at goals I guess. It can be kind of hard to set goals for myself seeing as I have never been a dancer so I am not sure what I am capable of already as well as how far I can push my body in actuality. However I do hope to have gained at least knowledge. Already in the 2 classes I have been in and immersing myself in the ballet show, Breaking Point, I have learned more about dance in the past two weeks then I ever have I am happy with this class, I hope you push me as hard as possible so I can see the progress I have made at the end.
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