When the author Lisa Moore was 16 years old, died her beloved father to a stroke. This loss influenced her life. Up close she was with how her family suffered, the pain changed her mind, sharpened her senses and she taught newly perceive things -. Quiet moments of happiness, but also painful, deep loss sensations
Lisa Moore’s novel ” and again in February “ends in November 2008. The 56-year-old widow Helen marries for the second time. Barry is the man, and he has some time renovated their house.
After 30 years of loneliness and grief over her husband Cal Helen dares to step into a new phase of life in a completely different partnership that have nothing in common with the marriage to Cal, but will be supported by love and trust. Helen draws hope for a little luck.
On Valentine’s Day 1982 in a violent storm, the oil rig “Ocean Ranger” sank off the coast of Newfoundland. 87 men drowned in the icy water, and Cal is one of them.
The ship “Seeforth Highlander” is iced although very close, but are the lifelines, the propeller can not be used, the seafarers are moored for their own safety on deck – and the disaster must stand idly
. 87 families learn from the media by the almost incomprehensible. The oil company has the situation is not under control, the authorities are also in shock and let the survivors without any assistance alone.
Helen has no illusions. Unlike many other women who do not want to give up hope, it is immediately clear that Cal is dead.
She is heavily pregnant, has to provide for three children and fought for her life. Her sister helps her and supports them financially, until compensation is paid. But “a dead husband not be for a sum of money set off” (page 28). Often they coat the idea to jump into their own waves – but her four children need a loving mother. From now on, Helen lived for thirty years a lie: Outwardly she pretends normality, but her soul is torn by violent feelings of sadness, loss, deep love for her husband Cal
your children. bring them up according to strict principles, attaches importance to table manners and a good education. She herself attended a yoga class, are aqua fitness classes for older people to continue learning the car, tried online dating out to finding a partner, working for a living, just in a bar, then in an office, eventually learning to sew. It turns out that she has talent, and success will come: Your Wedding – what bitter irony! – are all the rage
They lived through night after night a nightmare, and again her thoughts wander from: Then she turns Cal’s last minutes on the platform before running through the aisles to find him. , listens, what words on the lips, which thought in mind Cal in the waves pushed before he died. In these last moments, she is not only with him – it is Cal. But it is not entirely gloomy thoughts-I Indoor determine it; she remembers her love life, to common leisure experiences with Cal and family.
A second plotline revolves around her son John. The now also works at an oil company, has been through a few relationships, however, is binding incapable and their own children are unimaginable for him. During a week in Iceland he met anthropologist Jane know. When the later calls him from Toronto and informs him that she is pregnant by him, is his spontaneous reaction, why had she not driven off. Thus the call for Jane is completed. Now John wants at least mother Helen applies to him understanding, granted him absolution. But instead of the hoped words “You are the woman owe nothing” (page 44) merely says they “One child” … He will have to take responsibility.
Lisa Moore’s novel “And again in February” captivates particularly by the way they designed the plot. For thirty years to mourn a man, that it is hard to imagine – and how is this for a long time to fill? One might expect a lot of kitsch, lard, sentimentality, but the author simply tells only normal everyday episodes such as ice skating with grandson Timmy, problems with the car circuit in traffic, the impossible cab ride to the hospital is as Helen in labor. They all wrote sober in short, direct sentences, artless dialogues without punctuation, in fast-paced jumps between past and present. In this way, we learn the widow know Helen, you get close, until we want to close in the arms almost to her to take the constant fear of being alone a little.
Helens conscious parenting did not can not prevent their children were burdened by serious problems: a daughter is pregnant in adolescence, the other – with piercings, tattoos and a shaved head – is constantly intoxicated, and son John is brought after a theft from the police back home. But the family sticks together; after all, they only have each other.
“And again in February” is a piece of good literature that deserves attention.
The sinking of the “Ocean Ranger” oil rig in February 1982 was one of the many Lehrstücke invent about the hubris of people who believe that we could have all get a grip, if we think just enough count, Hi-Tech. The Newfoundland relied on this principle – but nature was, as always, unimpressed and exposed the dream of absolute technical security as ridiculous illusion. had the price, as always, pay many Cals and Helens.